December 2010
“i think everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they...”
really
when you stop taking life so seriously, you can actually enjoy it. don’t care what anyone thinks, don’t stress about what might happen tomorrow. it is just life. don’t worry about it.
damn it, not again.
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm And I’m a house of cards You’re the kind of reckless That should send me runnin’ But I kinda know that I won’t get far And you stood there in front of me Just close enough to touch Close enough to hope you couldn’t see What I was thinking of Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk ...
tumblr was down for too long.
To let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, & it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, & it’s not about how you appear, & it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, & doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not giving in...
i am so happy on my own and i am so happy with my best friend. but seeing everyone so happy with someone else..makes me wonder if i’ll ever allow myself experience that again. whats the point of taking down these walls? i like my walls.
i used to believe, in magic or fairy tales…or anything really. but with every moment that passes by, i become more cynical. i just want to see the beauty in people, and life again. i’m done feeling like this is all pointless and we’re all doomed.
so who wants to make something beautiful with me?